Saturday, June 9, 2007

Greetings from Cin!

Mateyo is growing and so am I.

He particularly enjoys performing intra-utero summersaults while I study or am taking my board exams. (Kick once to choose "A", twice for "B"...). Besides, he just received a Masters degree in May, so he knows his stuff.

You might be able to spot us sunbathing on a rock in Monterey Bay along with the other sea mammals.

Stay healthy...Cindy & Mateyo.

Friday, June 8, 2007

The Adventures of Mateyo Kidlat : Ch 2 : Lola Silay


The morning sun snaked its way around the peak of Mount Makiling casting a sharp ray of light into the home of Cynthia, and her husband, Dayaw. Cynthia had been awake for some time now, as her mind thought back to the strange events she had experienced only five days ago.

The thunder storm that had rolled into town sent a charge of energy through the nearby Narra tree and rendered her unconscious. She awoke in bed hours later, her worried husband by her side.

"I must have been in a deep sleep. I didn't hear you come in?" said Cynthia.

"But I found you lying on the floor when I got home," Dayaw explained, "I wasn't sure what had happened. Did you see our tree outside?"

She paused for a moment and said, "Kidlat"

There were other things about that night. She recalled the sharp pain that came upon her. Being a hilot, she knew when something was wrong with her body, and although she no longer felt pain there was a uneasy feeling she could not shake.

Dayaw looked intently from her bedside. His concern was apparent, but she chose to keep the details of her encounter from him until she could understand what had happened.

She walked towards her window and stared at what used to be the Narra tree, now reduced to a twisted stump. Dayaw had cut apart the massive trunk for use as firewood...and to build a doghouse for their new puppy who had come into their lives just days ago.

After the rains had passed they were alerted by a soft whimpering outside their doorstep. Thin, tired and hungry, the puppy must have been separated from his family during the storm. He was a floppy little dog, with long ears, various patches of color on his coat, and a calm but playful nature. Cynthia and Dayaw viewed it as a blessing. They took the young pup in and named him Kadasig, which meant brave and courageous. It had only been a couple of days and he already had full run of the house prompting Dayaw to go about building him his own.

Today, Cynthia was planning to head out to the edge of town to visit Lola Silay, one of the oldest women in the area. Although she was nearing the century mark, she was still strong and vibrant. The townsfolk often joked that she had somehow coaxed the divine "mutya" from the banana plant. The "mutya ng saging" was a mystical seed that was said to grant the bearer long life and extraordinary strength. Upon swallowing the "mutya" at the strike of midnight she would have to defend herself against Kapres, or tree spirits, that appeared in the form of tall dark giants. People liked to think of old Lola Silay battling fiercely with the lower gods of Makiling and holding her own.

As the albularyo of the village before Cynthia had arrived it was rare for her to need a visit for any ailments or sickness. Cynthia thought that maybe she just needed a little company. She left the house with Kadasig by her side.

Manang Silay lived near a lagoon that was nestled in the foothills of Mount Makiling. It was on the east side of the mountain where the morning sun appeared first. Her home was often overlooked by passers-by because it appeared to be integrated right into the forest.

Various trees surrounded her home and vines covered every inch of the exterior except for the large wooden door. Cynthia always knew where it was because of the many flocks of birds that circled around the tall acacia tree next to her home. There were Mayas and Kingfishers darting in and out of the canopy. Lola Silay provided them food and shelter, and for that they were happy and free. Some townspeople said that they spoke to her and warned her of danger.

Kadasig scampered his way to the door and before he got there the door was already open. Lola Silay stood there in her old black and white duster with a big smile.

"Kumusta Manang!" Cynthia called out.

"Pasok kayo," Lola Silay said, "Come inside and sit down."

With Cynthia a couple steps behind him, Kadasig took no time at all to explore the inside of Manang Silay's home and even jumped up on her lap as soon as she sat down.

"This dog has a good soul...very pure. He can sense many things," she said, as she scratched under his ears. Cynthia was a little embarrassed, but she knew about Lola Silay's love for animals and managed to smile.

"He is cute, isn't he?" said Cynthia. Kadasig tilted his head as if he was wondering the same thing.

"Do you know why I asked you to come here today?" said Lola Silay.

"No, but it was as good a time as any to visit," said Cynthia.

"Five days ago, I had a vision," Lola Silay began, "I was deep in the mountain when I saw this small boy under a narra tree bathed in a radiant blue and yellow light. He smiled at me and in an instant became a flash of energy that shot straight up into the heavens. After the flash had receded, the narra tree had been split into many pieces. It was then that I awoke."

Cynthia was surprised at this and thought carefully about what it meant. She thought about her own vision that same night.

"Manang, I think it had to do with the storm. A bolt of lightning had come down and split our Narra tree and I was standing next to it when it happened," said Cynthia. She then told Lola Silay about the dream, the foggy jungle, and the beautiful voice that comforted her.

"This is a sign, ineng," bellowed Lola Silay, "the spirit of the Narra tree has given it to you. Be prepared. For a change will come."

Without another word Manang Silay got up and fixed them some tea she prepared from papaya leaves and honey. As they drank, she burned a few herbs in a dish and prayed over them as Cynthia watched on. She asked for the spirits of the mountain to protect Cynthia, Dayaw, and Kadasig.

Before Cynthia left, Lola Silay said to her, "The spirits have spoken to you, my dear, and they will contact you again when the time is right."

Kadasig darted out the door with Cynthia right behind him, deep in thought about what had been revealed to her. She looked up and smiled as the colorful flocks of maya sang to her sweetly.

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

The Adventures of Mateyo Kidlat: Ch 1: The Gift

This is a simple tale. One that deals with the elements of the universe. The convergence of energy that brings all of us into this world. Science has revealed to us that energy is neither created nor destroyed, but merely transforms into newer states of energy. Mateyo Kidlat was born from this energy....the blinding force of a single lightning strike.

It began in a small shack near the famous Mount Makiling. Cynthia, a beautiful woman with olive skin and dark, flowing black hair, lay fast asleep on a warm and humid night. A tropical storm quietly rolled in from the east, as the huge narra tree outside her window swayed softly in the evening breeze accompanied by the crickets and birds chirping about. The rain was falling. This was nothing new in her town, as the rain tickled the branches and leaves that surrounded her humble home and gave breath to all life there.

Cynthia was born and raised in the nearby town of Los Banos where her husband now worked from time to time. Her days were usually spent tending their homegrown sari-sari store downstairs, selling candies and drinks to people passing through. She would also occasionally visit neighbors in the area if they needed help, as she was what they called an "albularyo" or "hilot". Her knowledge of native medicines was well known, and she was often called upon to calm a fever, or dispatch of strange ailments. It was a simple life, but one that contented her.

Her dreams were always vivid. On this night, her visions were the strongest ever, as she imagined herself floating through what felt like a dense jungle shrouded in a fog. Despite the haze, all the trees seemed happy. The leaves were bright and glowing with the playful kiss of sunlight and a light breeze beckoned her to walk further into the jungle. She heard a voice call to her from high up in the tree canopy. The voice was deep and echoed wildly through the jungle. She was comforted by it like the sound of her grandmother singing her lullabies as a little girl. It whispered softly to her.

"This is my gift to you..."

At that instant she awoke to the rumblings of thunder overhead. Her eyes peered outside her window to the narra tree, dark and gallant. Suddenly, a large crash came down and shook the foundations of her shack. This was followed by a large flash and the smell of burning leaves rushing into her room. She was momentarily dazed.

Cynthia walked to her window and looked to see what had happened. The narra tree had been split in half, the ends of the branches burning from what appeared to be a bolt of lightning. She was frightened, and looked to see if her husband had returned from his job in the city. He had yet to arrive. Luckily it had not harmed anyone.

She looked at the tree and mourned it. And tears flowed from her eyes.

At that same moment a wrenching pain grabbed at her. It came from her belly and she fell to her knees clutching from the pain. As the agony escalated, the vision of the fallen tree came to her mind and she fell into a deep and healing sleep.

Echoing through the jungle, the voice spoke.

"...my gift...to you...."


TO BE CONTINUED

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Mateo's tree



Ever since I was a kid, I loved to doodle. Not doody, but doodle. Grab any sheet of clean paper, or junk mail envelope, or important math test, and doodle. One of the items that I always consistently doodled was...a tree.

I'd try everything to make my tree look real. Most people don't realize that there is a mathematic algorithm that determines the placement of branches on a tree, called the fibonacci sequence, which is a patterned set of numbers that exist all throughout nature. It is why every leaf gets enough sun for the tree to survive, or why waves curl as they crash onto shore, as well as determining the spiral of a seashell. As a kid I didn't even know what fibonacci sequences were, but I could sense that there was a pattern there and I was gonna figure it out, like that crazy dude from the movie PI. Get my drill!!!! arrrghh!

I'd try branches here, a leaf there, maybe more bushy in the leaves..no, maybe wispy like in winter time. There are many trees that are in my hall of fame of Lakan's "best drawn trees", and the one I painted in Mateo's room ranks up there. Probably top-5, definitely not better than the one I drew during a two-hour Calculus lecture at UCLA. I think I was inspired then. But, Mateo's tree is definitely #1 because of what it means. Getting grown, a giving tree, a moment in time, and an expression of love for my son. Anyways...mushy stuff aside, don't the drips make it look like a fat burner on the subway?

haha. peace.

laks

Monday, May 14, 2007

just kickin' it...

Cindy is about 23 weeks into the pregnancy this week, and little Mateo (our current name for the baby) is starting to get his Bruce Lee on. Apparently, whenever Cindy is feeling hungry, so does Mateo and he begins a series of kicks and punches to her gut to let her know he means business. Just kidding, he's not violent at all, but he likes to let her know he's around.

Unfortunately, I hadn't felt any of these kicks for myself until yesterday. It felt like a little finger poking into the middle of your hand, very subtle but noticeable for sure. Made me jump back and kick myself. Very cool stuff.

Today, Cin said she was playing some Planet Rock in the ride and Mateo was getting his kick on something furious. Then she switched it out to some cool out Miles Davis and he went straight to sleep. Cindy thinks he's gonna be a breakdancer when he gets grown.

that's it for now. oh, and...no to artest in LA and Go Warriors...I BELIEVE!

Laks

Friday, May 4, 2007

building allegiances...


purple and gold. from the cradle to the casket.

ok, so they didn't win this year. the entire southern half of california is crabby, depressed, and the outlook seems bleak. my friend who hates baseball will be going into hibernation until the first NFL exhibition game. meanwhile Texas is riding high on three teams: Houston, San Antonio...and Dalla..oops, make it two teams.

i will love my son with all my heart, and he will love the lakers. there's just really no getting around this fact. i realize now that I am setting him up for a lifetime of peaks and valleys, with the shadow of death following our playoff hopes as of late. he won't even know why he likes them so much, but he will don the purple-and-gold onesie with pride. he will have a hard time sharing his toys with kids wearing kings or celtics diapers. overall, i am building his object of dejection.

is this like a racist passing on his antiquated beliefs knowingly to the next generation or making sure the kid's values are in line with the GOP by the time he is old enough to know what a teletubby is? i've thought about it and....i say NO its not the same, and at the same time it is, kinda.

sports are great because we can build this competition against each other, but in the end, everything is decided between the lines of the game and people learn just as much after winning as they do losing. there is still a side that we "hate" but its only during gametime, afterwards there is respect and admiration for a game well played. at least the way i look at it. in the "game" of war, which is what most people compare modern sports to, the lines are grayer, and winning or losing is relative.

in sports...winning is the goal. by winning, you can be admired and lauded with praise. it gives you confidence and a sense of accomplishment. in our capitalist society, the top of the pyramid has the best view. but losing, and learning how to lose without losing your head..can teach people a lot..about humility, the need to improve, strength to face adversity and respect for another person's "game". i hope he wins a lot, but i also hope that he can learn to lose like a man.

I honestly hope he loves the lakers, and maybe not HATE a team like the Kings, but definitely get lightheaded when he sees someone with a Webber jersey on. For sure, anytime he sees a Miami Heat logo, it will make him a little irritated.

Mitch, Phil, Jerry..and Kobe...you better get your butts in gear, cuz i'm building you a superfan before he's even born. Don't sleep this offseason! Step it up!!!

laks

marley.



Man...I'm gonna have to share this backseat at some point. Better live it up!